It's another year, god I almost wanna cry. I don't know if I'm ready for another year. It's been so long since I've seen the main land, my old friends and family are gone and there's almost no hope for a cure for the infection. Sometimes I wonder why I'm still here....

Who really knows anymore...

'Cause I sure as hell don't. 

Yeah, what the hell is this:

"Population Stresses

As you, residents of New Mundus, know, we living on the Island of New Mundus are of a small concentrated group. Although the population is lessened, in order to maintain functionality and order we cannot help but be faced with the situation that is to mention that we cannot stress the need of those couples and already married couples to produce children in to the world of New Mundus as for future attempts—given we will need time to produce a cure for the Infection—at maintaining a level population.

We also encourage individuals such as young women who may or may not be in the position to have a spouse, (be it chance or inability to have children,) to take advantage of the services we, the Government of New Mundus provide in the means of sperm clinics. Surrogate mothers are also in need, contact Census Studies or Reproduction Unit services for more information. Surrogacy is a well-paid career"


Excuse me, but could any of you out there picture me as a Surrogacy mother? I DON'T EVEN LIKE KIDS! (Well some kids). I'd rather not have a child that was given to me through a god damn test tube. If I'm gonna produce any damn kids, you better believe there's gonna be a man to back me up. 

If my computer could bitch slap me, it would. I downloaded plenty of songs, just for a dance routine...wow...my little computer will hate me for years to come....

Anyway!

If anyone would like to catch my show, just ask, I'll drag you along, no tickets involved only because the man at the ticket counter feels bad for me

Oh and, it's freezing outside, I had to go out and buy a thicker coat. My leather one doesn't cut it anymore....

It's the holidays! How fun, well for the most part. I spent a lot of time practicing for my role in the nut cracker today, I'm a fairy....or something along the lines of that..all I know is the costume is cute~

Plus I sent out cards! Yeah, I actually did something out of the ordinary this year, usually I just wait for the holiday's to pass, but I decided not to this year....So yeah...

Well, I've gotta go do something...maybe watch one of those lame Christmas movies...

Kabuto-kun, I had fun going around the island with you. If you ever wnat to do something like that or join me for a show at the theater, feel free to ask.

It's been cold out, I wonder if anyone on New Mundus will become infected? I suppose the thats highly unlikely. Still, I wonder if we should begin to worry? I guess not then again, would the government even inform us of such?

The number of people at the bar is begining to grow, it's becoming quite a hassal.

Well I'm not new to this online journal thing, after all I've kept on before.

Along time ago, when I was younger, about 17, I kept a journal with some friends from dance. That was before my parents died...

( If you want to know )